INTERVIEW

Alhamdulillah da lepas interview but not as good as i wished. i feel very nervous when i got to be shoot with the panel..they did asked me and my friends a lot of question and seems like they performed very well better than me..

   "Ya Allah mungkin itu adalah cubaan dan ujian darimu..ak redha seandainya Kau tidak memilihku untuk    menerima bisiswa tersebut namun jauh disudut hati aku sangat mengharapkan tawaran tersebut...Ya Allah sesungguhnya Kau Maha mendengar lagi maha mengetahui apa yang terbaik untukku...amin."

PENGALAMAN.

Hati ni berdebar-debar je tngk jam..erm masih awal lagi br pkul 10.30 pg...tngk kiri kanan cam da nk sampai, sekali kitorng pegi kolej da...itu seksyen 18 bknnye seksyen 17...hurm apalagi abh pon turun la dari kereta san terus tnye mak dik guard kt kolej tersebut..rupe-rupenya INTEC KAMPUS  tu dkat ngan stesen bas sek 17..so ktorng pon cepat2 la ke sane..

Sampai je kt kampus tersebut..agk teruja la..waaaaa...ramai jgak la yg mohon and most of them were non-bumiputera..weee...seramnye..so saya cepat2 la check nme kt shortlist..alhamdulillah ade name..dpt bilik no 3..so saya pon terus je pergi ke bilik menunggu and daftar name..cari2 kaunter no 3..haa ade..slesai je daftar saya pon dudk di kerusi yg berdekatan..and kt situ ade la 4 orng calon yg ditemu duga sama dengan saya..WAAAAA....they speak in ENGLISH...huhu...not as me which is speak in MALAY..erm..i like to friend with them cause they are open in communication although they've just met each other...WOW...sometime i feel speechless cause how bad am i.ngeeeee...i just listened to them...huhu...ade la nyampuk sikit2...(teruk en)

setelah 30 minit menunggu tiba la mase nme kami dipanggil untuk sesi temuduga...fuyoooooooo!mantap..terdapat 3 orng panel all malays one of them is a woman..i feel more nervous..ngeh3~

Terharu...;)))

Tiba-tiba tangan ni gatal la plak nk tulis blog mlm ni..mimpi ape ntah...bahaha
maybe lpas je bce blog dy rse cam nk nangis berbatu0batu...
tp hahaha...small matter je tu..nothing la..ekeke
nk jgak dy selit nme ak kt blog dy..wakaka~
cam lawak pon ade (=__+).thank sis!

GEDIKS!

'Ya Allah jauhkanlah aku daripada sifat-sifat yg buruk dan tidak disukai...amin~'

hurm...aku xsuka la ngan orang yg berperangai gedik ni....(tibe2 je nk ulas pasal gedik)

ape la yg mereka(si gedik) dapat dengan berperangai begitu..xtau malu pe..hahaha

xdapat attention kot kt rumah tu yg sibuk cari perhatian kt luar..ye la kt umah mak ayah sibuk layan adik2..haha

tp sendiri mau ingt la...sebagai perempuan kite kene la pandai jge diri...lagi2 kalau ngan laki..xyah la hang sibuk nk melintuk-lintukkn badan sekali patah riuk tulang tu  baru tau..ngaaa~

ape-pe pon pandai2 la jge diri tu ye xkan la nk harap orng lain jgekn diri kite..chow!

NGAAAA....LAME TAK POST ENTRY.

BAHAHA...lame gile x post entry kat blog...maklumla da buzy..(mengalahkan menteri)...hihi..sebenarnya banyak je  cerita yg nk ditulis dalam blog nih..tp ade ke yg bace..bahaha.macam xde je...keh3..

Ngaaaa...penat gile kerja...ha amik ko! dulu sibuk sngt nk kerja skng da kerja baru tau best ke x kerja tu..da la nk kene deal ngan pelanggan..dngn pelanggan yg berkira...senang kate kedekut...setakat bpe sen pon nk kire..haila duit xbawak ke mane la...klu pusing2 pon terpakse keluarkn duit, sdngkn nk pegi tandas pon pki duit..klu nk free ke fotostat la sendiri xpon bkak kedai sendiri ko nk fotostat banyak mne pon bertan-tan kertas pon xkesa...muahaha..dah tu kite caj skit pon nk berkira..apa da!

weee....skng nih xpasti lagi nk keje sampai bile..klu keje dua bulan bole la simpan duit rm 1000++. HAHAHA....orng kate duit gaji tu bole simpan ntuk tampung kt universiti...erm but it depends on how we use it...tengokla..kalau orang tu boros mmg satu hari da bole habis pi shopping..haha..shopping sampai x hingat dunia..Alhamdulillah saya telah dididik untuk menyimpan duit...eeeiiii ak suke la nk shopping barang2 yg xperlu..as a consumer we should value the things that we would buy wether we use it or throw it...klu kite xgune mende tu kan nmenye membazir...almubaziru min akhawati shayatin..betul3~

PRAY

Ohh Ohh Ohh .. and I pray
I just cant sleep tonight.
Knowing that things aint right.
Its in the papers, its on the tv, its everywhere that I go.
Children are crying.
Soldiers are dying
Some people don't have a home
But I know there's sunshine behind that rain
I know there's good times behind that pain, hey
Can you tell me how I can make a change
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and pray
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and pray

I lose my appetite, knowing kids starve tonight.
And when I sit up, cause my dinner is still on my plate.
Ooo I got a vision, to make a difference.
And its starting today.

Cause I know there's sunshine behind that rain
I know there's good times behind that pain, hey

Haven`t tell me how I can make a change
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and pray
I close my eyes and I can see a better day

I close my eyes and pray
For the broken-hearted.
I pray for the life not started
I pray for all the ones not breathing.
I pray for all the souls in need.
I pray. Can you give em one today.
I just cant sleep tonight
Can someone tell how to make a change?

I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and pray
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and I pray

I pray ..

I close my eyes and pray ..

NEVER SAY NEVER

See I never thought that I could walk through fire.
I never thought that I could take the burn.
I never had the strength to take it higher,
Until I reached the point of no return.

And there's just no turning back,
When your hearts under attack,
Gonna give everything I have,
It's my destiny.

I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up up up,
And never say never.

I never thought I could feel this power.
I never thought that I could feel this free.
I'm strong enough to climb the highest tower.
And I'm fast enough to run across the sea.

And there's just no turning back,
When your hearts under attack,
Gonna give everything I have,
Cause this is my destiny.

I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up, up, up,
And never say never.

Here we go!
Guess who?
JSmith and Jb!
I gotcha lil bro.

I can handle him.
Hold up, aight?
I can handle him.

Now he's bigger than me,
Taller than me.
And he's older than me,
And stronger than me.
And his arms a little bit longer than me.
But he ain't on a JB song with me!

I be trying a chill
They be trying to side with the thrill.
No pun intended, was raised by the power of Will.

Like Luke with the force, when push comes to shove.
Like Cobe with the 4th, ice water with blood.

I gotta be the best, and yes
We're the flyest.
Like David and Goliath,
I conquered the giant.
So now I got the world in my hand,
I was born from two stars
So the moon's where I land.

I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up, up, up,
And never say never.

I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up, up, up,
And never say never.

unlucky.

Ya Allah,ampunkanlah segala kekhilafan hamba-Mu ini..mungkin ini ujian dari-Mu..tabahkanlah hatiku seperti mana Kau tabahkan hati mereka yang redha menerima ujian daripada-Mu....amin~

aku x sangka akan gagal kali kedua..da la kene insult plak tu...terpakse la tadah telinga..pak cik JPJ bole plak ko 'puji' braces aku 'cantik braces' siap tnye lagi warna ape...xyah la nk sedapkan hati..klu da pahit tu pahit jgak..terpakse la 'mkn hati msk kicap berulamkan jantung pisang rebus'.

Trip to Kedah

ALHAMDULILLAH...akhirnya sampai jgak ak n family ke kedah n perlis pada 2-4 feb 2011. ni la hasil dari formula 'paksaan' ak..hehehe.klu x maunya parent ak nk pegi sane maklumla bnyk keje nk buat.huhhu...perjalann kotrng ada la dlm 5 jam..xla rse lame sngt cm naik kembara dulu..haha kene maintain 90km/j je..mak ai bosan giler cam kura-kura...syukur jalan ime tu x jammed.

Subhanallah....sungguh cantik pemandangan kat sini...my jaws almost falling down when i was seeing this scenery..sngt wonderful and my heart was pounding calmly...dub..dab..dub..dab..tuuutttt....(eh cam nk mati je)...eh xde la..anyway i got such wonderful vacation in my life..

Hari pertama kt sane xwat pape pon, ktorng tinggl kt rumah pakcik (c.mamet) kt sg petani..sampi2 pon da msuk waktu maghrib n ktorng terus diberi makan..pergh mcm orng disorongkan bantal..ape lagi ktorng mkn la  mcm orng kebulur nasi seminggu..hahaha..pape pon kuah udang + rebung masak lemak yg c.piza masak mmg sedap!huhu..maka bermula hari kedua disana..pada mulanya ktorng rancang nk pegi langkawi sekali langkawi ramai orng daa...alamat melepas la ak nk pegi langkawi..muke ak da mcm kerang busuk time 2..hahaha maklumla orng tngh sedih (xdpt pegi)..xpela mungkin da xde rezeki..

So, nk jadikan cerita yg berjela-jela mama pon cadang..."apa kata kite pegi padang besar??cari pengukus?"..haaahhaaa...elok la 2..niat murni itu haruslah diteruskan..hehe..so ktorng pon pegi la..xla jauh mne..tp jauh la jgak..nk tngk pemandangannya..

ni la dy prjalann nk ke padang besaq'...the end of malaysia...waahhhh..jauh tuu..yuhuu...first time ak tngk ladang tebu terbesar kt malaysia siap ade kilang gula lagi kt ladang chuping, Perlis...mmg wonderful la smpi buat ak jtuh rahang..hehehe.

Kisah di Padang Besar.

Arghhh...lecehnya ramai giler orng sesak plak 2..mcm ikan sardin dalam tin..mak ai redah je la..pusing punya pusing akhirnya dapat jgak pengukus yg diidam-idamkan oleh mama..good job!!ape lagi mula la operasi mencari barang ak plak..nk cari baju je..tp xjumpe..da la lapar, haus pe lagi kotrng pon pi la cari makanan..

hahaha..mcm2 ak order wat malu je sekali pak cik ak nk belanje ...hahaha ak pkai aci redah je time 2..nway hari tu ktorng order tomyam,telur bistik n sayur campur..hurmm..tomyamnye not bad..lpas je abis makan ktorng pon mulekan operasi sesi ke dua..hahaha cari baju lagi..pusing punya pusing sekali kedai yg ak beli baju tu kt sebelah tangga je..haila panat je pusing2 mcm aci main pusing..hahaha dapat satu baju n satu cardigan (hasil paksaan kkk ak) klu x ak pon xtau nk beli ke x..hahaha...i'm not good in shopping n not shoppaholic..ekeke..catholic ada la..tgh sibuk beli belah (ecece) tiba2 pk cik ak call..hulamakai.."panggilan terakhir boeing 777 akan berlepas anda dikehendaki segara kerana kapal terbang akan berlepas xlame lagi".setahu ak ktorng kesane naik kereta..hahahha..c.mamet a.k.a pilot..huhuhu so kotrng pon bajet kelam kabut padahal bole lagi pegi kedai beli beg plak..hahahha tunggu jgn x tunggu..ye la maybe the chance is the one and only..who knows..so we should grab it no matter what..so we just buy n buy without limit.....time only not money ma...

ketidakpuasan hati.....toleh kiri toleh kanan..ramai betul yg pki camera DSLR...what the.....nak jgakkkk!!!

mama buy me one...mama said buy yourself la..urmmmm(mencebik)..xpe2..huhu

nah ambik ni...camera yg diidam-idamkan....tunggu je la wahai kamera...hehehehe..stop till here.penat la....tata

Mengimbau Memori 2010

Tiba-tiba rasa rindu menggamit hati di kala awan 

mendung berarak pada petang ini..

rindu gila :

1. kawan-kawan

2. cikgu-cikgu

3. SAMTSH

4. rindu nk borak-borak kt belakang kelas

menyakat yazlin yazid n maisarah termizi

etcetera....bla..bla..bla...

rindu gler kt 5 FIRDAUS n tcer lin comel!

hahaha..

tp yang pasti rindu gler gler kt ain, biha, yana, zahra..hehe

bile bole jumpe korang ni...lagi2 ain.

nice shot zahra!

biha..hahaha~

ain rindu gler kt ko!!semoga selamat di PLKN..

huhu

yana....!!hehe

BEST FRIENDS FOREVER YEAH!

p/s : i hope that we'll get the best result in our spm!

may Allah bless them..amin~

Kerja oh kerja!!

Huhu...hari berganti hari,minggu berganti minggu

tapi sampai la ni saya masih xbekerja..huhu

tanam anggur je la kt rumah ni..jadi chef yg diiktiraf oleh mak bpk saya..hehe

setiap hari kene jadi chef..xkisah pon sbb saya suke memasak..hehehe

Bole x saya jadi seperti chef ni??

haha..dream on je la ika..aigooo~

Antara masakan yang pernah dimasak :

Blueberry Cheesee cake..yummy!

Kuah Asam Pedas

Pizza

mereka merupakan makanan2 yg pernah saya masak..weee~~

My First Post..

Alhamdulillah akhirnya berjaya jgk saya buat blog...hehehe
paper pon terima kasih x terhingga kpd nurul nadyra yg sudi memberi tunjuk ajar kpada saya cara-cara tuk mengedit blog..hehe
lpas ni bole la saya merepek x tentu hala dlm blog ni..wakaka